Discombobulation

Discombobulation and a wiry entanglement is the mushiness in my brain.
Navigating through thoughts and imagination but thought to be insane.
High intelligence and a creative mind keep me in the clouds.
Normality is distant and yet it always surrounds.
Insecurely arrogant as thoughts and opinions are shared
Fearing the consequence of my soul that I bare.
Suppressing emotion is not something of I am able
It squeezes at my heart until unleashed, only then do I feel stable.
Society is not equipped for the wildness that is within
Wayward thoughts that gnaw at me and causes me to sin.
Thoughts and emotions not able to be expressed
This is all in all what makes me a beautiful mess!
A Mess
Confess
Distress
Unless
Forgiveness
Medication is the answer to the world side effects omitted
Prayer is the answer to the church, where lies are littered
Is it broken synapses and chemicals in the brain?
or is it sin, deception and lies of Satan’s gain?
Peace not delusion
Love not seclusion
Is what I seek

 

Agape

 

Unbelievable and Unending
This Love

Lavish and Longed for
This Love

Meek and Majestic
This Love

Explosive and Energising
This Love

Scary and Sweet
This love

Raw and Real
This Love

 

Empath

We have a massive heart
A heart of flesh
Pumping love
It loves beyond measure
Full
Feeling every emotion it is surrounded by
It feels your LOVE but also your
Pain
Joy
Bitterness
Anger
Depression
Indifference
Rejection
Flesh cannot become stone
but we try to harden our hearts
It’s futile and stupid
but we try!
Why?
Because all this emotion is too much to bear!
We take it all in without thought
A room full of people is like a war zone for us
At war with ourselves
Trying to numb the senses and yet we want to feel it all too
raw emotion is power
and power is dangerous

 

Stars in Square Holes

Unique and swimming upstream
I’m not afraid to be me
A peculiar people
Yes we can all relate
Sometimes I try to hide in the dark
Then I realise I am not made that way
I was born to stand out
To shine and be free!
I am meant to be a light
to all who are in need.
Or are we all stars
trying to fit into square holes?

 
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