Discombobulation and a wiry entanglement is the mushiness in my brain.
Navigating through thoughts and imagination but thought to be insane.
High intelligence and a creative mind keep me in the clouds.
Normality is distant and yet it always surrounds.
Insecurely arrogant as thoughts and opinions are shared
Fearing the consequence of my soul that I bare.
Suppressing emotion is not something of I am able
It squeezes at my heart until unleashed, only then do I feel stable.
Society is not equipped for the wildness that is within
Wayward thoughts that gnaw at me and causes me to sin.
Thoughts and emotions not able to be expressed
This is all in all what makes me a beautiful mess!
Medication is the answer to the world side effects omitted
Prayer is the answer to the church, where lies are littered
Is it broken synapses and chemicals in the brain?
or is it sin, deception and lies of Satan’s gain?
Peace not delusion
Love not seclusion
Is what I seek
Unbelievable and Unending
Lavish and Longed for
Meek and Majestic
Explosive and Energising
Scary and Sweet
Raw and Real
We have a massive heart
A heart of flesh
It loves beyond measure
Feeling every emotion it is surrounded by
It feels your LOVE but also your
Flesh cannot become stone
but we try to harden our hearts
It’s futile and stupid
but we try!
Because all this emotion is too much to bear!
We take it all in without thought
A room full of people is like a war zone for us
At war with ourselves
Trying to numb the senses and yet we want to feel it all too
raw emotion is power
and power is dangerous
Stars in Square Holes
Unique and swimming upstream
I’m not afraid to be me
A peculiar people
Yes we can all relate
Sometimes I try to hide in the dark
Then I realise I am not made that way
I was born to stand out
To shine and be free!
I am meant to be a light
to all who are in need.
Or are we all stars
trying to fit into square holes?
Conversations deep and meaningful
Deeper than superficial
Touching a person’s soul
Falling in love
With everything and everyone
Grass under bare feet
Shapes of clouds
The hot sun
Trees that move in the unseen wind